The feeling of "I did my absolute best" is wonderfully liberating even if results aren't what you hoped. I've been walking this path for 4 years (and it's the 4th or maybe 5th time in over 20 years), my results aren't quite as good as yours, but I'm damn happy that I'm giving this my best shot. We got just one life to live and merely surviving isn't enough.
Oh, and those moments of uncontrollable snotty tears are blissful (well, the bliss comes afterwards). Happens every few weeks, and happened this morning too.
The feeling of "I did my absolute best" is wonderfully liberating even if results aren't what you hoped. I've been walking this path for 4 years (and it's the 4th or maybe 5th time in over 20 years), my results aren't quite as good as yours, but I'm damn happy that I'm giving this my best shot. We got just one life to live and merely surviving isn't enough.
Oh, and those moments of uncontrollable snotty tears are blissful (well, the bliss comes afterwards). Happens every few weeks, and happened this morning too.
Yes, I am happy, too. Because at least we have tried?
What caused your tears that morning? If I may ask.
I don't remember. Likely an accumulatiom of some pressure I've been holding.